Best friend in heaven

All my life there's no one in this world who knows me better than I am. All my life I have no one to run whenever I feel down and depressed for there’s no one there to give me some piece of advice. It’s so sad because there’s no one on my side who would care to listen and correct my imperfections. I always feel I’m alone that no one is there to keep me from hurting. I know I have lots of friends but I could not find one. Until I realize that there’s someone beside me trying to protect me and would sacrifice anything for me. In fact that only someone I know that who knows everything about me and even the tip of my nails is my best friend in heaven. I know he is the best friend of everyone but though he is only true friend that I have. I was nine when I lost a friend whom I treated as my best friend but that’s what I thought for I was never the best friend of whom I thought I could lean on. Then, someone held his hand to me that made me realized that it was him that would treat me more than anyone could. I was little when I was taught how to pray where in I always ignore him though I know he was the only one I could hold on to whenever trials pass me by. Absolutely, God conquered my life in which everything that I do is being recorded by him for he knows how many times I’ve been so happy and lonely. Besides, he even knows how many tears have fall and dried in my eyes that my empty heart he fills. If there’s no one there for me and leaving me behind he’s there. If I’m being left out he would focused his attention to me. God is good even though I’m always hurting him for so many times from the pain that I’ve caused and mistakes that I’ve done. I thank him for everything for he never gets tired listening to me. I’m lucky to have God even I don’t have some to call my best friend here in this world at least I have someone to call my best friend up there in heaven.