Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Desperate for love


Sometimes I'm wondering if there is really someone destined for every individual in this world. Actually, for a long time I’ve been searching for someone that could make me experience how to love n to be loved. Unfortunately, I couldn’t find that person destined for me. I don’t really believe from the old cliche "wait until the time comes" although I’m tired and getting bored of waiting for nothing. It seems like I’m running out of time that I’m the only person left in this world that haven’t experience being loved unconditionally. I could not help but be desperate from searching a guy that I could share my happy and dull moments with.

I used to believe in fairy tales but I guess like in the story of Cinderella there’s no such thing as fairy god mother that would help me find my prince. It may seem funny but like in the television series of desperate housewives I’m desperate of seeking for the one I could entrust my happiness. There are so many people in this world that have found their match and I envy them for they are lucky to have experienced loving and to be loved. However, I know that I’m still young and I still have a lot of time but I think it’s not fair that others were happy being in love while I’m sad being loveless. Sometimes I just cry for I feel hopeless of something that is nonsense. It may not be sensible for others but for me it is very important for I’m just a simple human desperate for love.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

dont focus much on looking for the right one.bka gumising ka one day marealize mo nlng dami mo na namis dhl cnctrate ka on looking for him?you have real frnds that shows you real love,frnds that could cheer u up wen your down diba? dont take em for granted..

baka naman nasa hrap mo na sha but dahil naghahanap ka,.,. dmo nakikita =)

ella said...

You are already a lady but never been touch, never been kiss and never been in love and be loved.

Others might tease you for having no boyfriend since birth. But perhaps you might wish not to fell in love once you experience heartache. I am not discouraging you in falling in love. My point is enjoy your life while you are single. You can’t deny the fact that life must go on even by yourself. You shouldn’t be desperate in love, don’t pressure yourself to be loved. There are people I heard complaining about love. It hurts when love did not work with your partner. Being in love is somehow a crucial, it will Taft your sleep, it can lost your appetite and it can poison your mind. It is broad and not a joke. it could bring totally sadness in your heart. However it is happy to be in love but the story is continuous it’s never ending. Let the love looks for you, in fact you’re pretty. Don’t be desperate there’s someone who really meant for you.

ReNddY RoSe said...

Jel I'am once like you... searching someone whom I can spend my time, happiness, sadness, dreams and ofcourse my love... I keep stressing myself in looking for my prince charming like what most fairy tale that I have watched. The prince will bring his princess into his castle, marry her and live happily ever after... That's were we got our idea of someone is perfectly enough for us, our soulmate and our right man. But then when we got tired waiting for this man to come. We question ourselves like is there something wrong with me? Am I not pretty? etc. Don't get tired waiting girl but don't find him for I'am sure he will definitely come in the perfect time... What important is your beautiful inside and out that your ready to show everyman that your worth to be loved and adored...

Wait patiently but while waiting ready yourself for someone who is meant for you...

t i n a y said...

you are too pretty and intelligent to be desperate for love. i can't blame you for being desperate because having a relationship is in right now but don't rush on things. i was also desperate like you before. the more you become desperate,, the more you will not find love,, based from experience.. hehe
you'll never know what's the plan of God for you. you just have to wait for the right time. everything will into right place at the right time.. good lick jel,, don't worry,, i'm single like you.. hehe

analou12a said...

They said love comes at the right time, right place and only to the right person. And yes, it is true that there is a destined person who will love someone and be loved by someone. That is why, don’t you worry Jel because sooner or later, the destined guy for you will also come. And, by that time happens, we will all celebrate from your freedom from desperateness, ehehe. Like me, I am not rushing time when it comes to love. Because, I truly believe that if it is not meant to be, it will not bear well. Therefore, I am just waiting for the right time and the right person who will love me for what I am and who I am completely. Anyway, there is no reason for you to feel desperate because you are a very tough person who has very good friends at your back who are willing to love you, just like us. Please don’t forget that. Now, mark my words, I tell you, just wait and tomorrow you will just be happy because you are already being with the right person who will love you the way you are, no questions asked.

almex said...

My friend, everything happens for a reason. God will make a way. Don’t loose hope. You should not be jealous to those people who have their partners in life. You have you’re a mission in this world and it is your choice on how you deal with it. There are lots of things you need to put your focus. You don’t have to search fro that prince. If there’s somebody who is meant for you, he may not come today, it may be tomorrow. Don’t waste your time searching for that prince, you have to do lot of things. I’m here friend. Your friends and your families are there to make you happy and they love you. Don’t say that it is not fair that you don’t have boyfriend. Don’t question God. He knows what he is doing and he knows what’s good for you. You’re not loveless.